Um. Well, how to I begin?
My name is Alex, but I now spell it Alyx, cause I’m cool that way. (:
I’m 16 years young and I live in the beautiful country New Zealand. It’s pretty awesome around here.
I play electric and acoustic guitar, and next year I’m going to take drum lessons. (I even got my drum sticks)
I like to collect Gothic Dolls. I have two. Their names are Mistletoe and Christmastree. Don’t let their names fool you, they’re pretty evil but I think they’re cute. I also have a thing for Living Dead Dolls, though I don’t own any yet.
I want to be a musician one day. That would be my ultimate dream. To be on a stage on and to perform with a band. I’m not really a person who’s into Solo, because I think that’d get lonely and with a band, you’re like a family. But, I don’t have a band at the moment. I used to be in one… if you can even call that sorry excuse-of-a-band a band.
I’m pretty pessimistic, I’ve been told. Well, it’s true that’s why. I always expect the worst outcome for things, that way I don’t get disappointed if something bad does happen. I act like I don’t care a lot, when I really do.
I like a lot of things, mostly things where I can just be myself and have. When I don’t have to worry about what other people think of me. I like being childish and miss my childhood a lot. I miss the times when I could just be anyone… Just a kid. Now… all this grown up stuff is really killing my boner.
I’m a proud Roman Catholic, and I do believe in God. I’ve always practised being pure until marriage since I was 12, but didn’t wear a purity ring until I was 15. I don’t do it because other people do it, I do it as a promise to MYSELF AND TO GOD that I’m going to stay pure until I’m truly in love with someone. Plus, a lot of girls around me are being so slutty and dirty… They don’t even respect their own bodies… It disgusts me and I don’t want to be like that.
It’s also why I do not smoke, I do not drink alcohol, and I do not take/or support people taking drugs.
We only live once, why do you want to wreck your one chance by smoking, drinking, and taking drugs? You’re just going to end up regretting a lot and before you know it, you’ve wasted your one chance to live life to the fullest. I don’t pity people who wreck their lives. They have a choice… and don’t say peer pressure made you do it, because I’ve been there, I’ve done that, and I stuck up for myself and my body and I said no everytime. If you’re just weak and can’t speak up for yourself then that’s your loss.
Anyway, a few of the things that annoy me are people who confom just to be ‘cool’, people who don’t make their minds up, people who push me out of their lives, people who think smoking and alcohol make you cool, slutty girls, slutty boys, slutty grandmas, guys with long hair passed their shoulders. Ew.
So, this is me.
I know, I’m not that interesting, and I rant a lot…
But, that’s me. Sorry if you don’t like it.
Actually, I’m not sorry. This is me and if you don’t like it
Go fuck yourself.
Your friend,
Alyx. (:
